I actually never thought about it, but life feels fogy sometimes. Like, I can’t see where I am going or what I should actually bring with me. Not physically but mentally. I feel like walking in the clouds, not being sure if I fall every time I prepare a new step. Which makes it quite paranoiaContinue reading “When life feels fogy”
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Life before and after social media…
Before there was none now there are so many that I have to choose Choose which one to be on Whether to be active and social or passive and still little social… Before I had to go out and meet people, if I stayed home I would not meet any Which maybe means that manyContinue reading “Life before and after social media…”
Normally I would just take a picture
But it is too dark and I do not get the picture that I want. What is it? That thing about wanting that picture. Picture of what? A picture of how I want it to be? Or A picture of how it is? Maybe a picture of how it is with a filter of howContinue reading “Normally I would just take a picture”
To follow my dreams
Sometimes I get lost in my dreams of real life and then I ask my dreams of night what to do. It sounds strange but somehow the dreams help me to understand what is going on. Before the fire I one night asked about where to go with life because I have had this reallyContinue reading “To follow my dreams”
I like the small things. No I love them.
Yes. I do love he small things. And I am talking about the small things in life and small material things that just make you feel welcome and taken care of. The last three weeks I changed place of living three times. From my own apartment. To a room in my friends house due toContinue reading “I like the small things. No I love them.”
I try to stay calm
Even if I am not able to stay in my own apartment, even if I start over with clothing’s, things and devices..I try to stay calm. Since Saturday I have tried to transfer a movie from my phone to my new mac. And it still does not work. And you know what. ..that annoys meContinue reading “I try to stay calm”
The cheating look
Sometimes look cheats. Or .. a lot of times look cheats. I know. And as I said before I could choose to be a victim….this time….of the cheating look… The look that makes you look strong, satisfied, self confident and happy. That look I have. But nobody ever told me that. And for many yearsContinue reading “The cheating look”
The light at the end of the bridge
Wouldn’t it just be nice to find that special light? That light that makes me wake up in the morning ready for a new day. Ready as in smiling, doing things that I love and being with people I love. That light that makes me see a reason for life being. That light that makesContinue reading “The light at the end of the bridge”
Shit happens
Yes it does. Some shit is bigger than other… when a house burns and all stuff get ruin by fire and smoke it is really big shit. And the big shit happened yesterday in my apartment. Around 14:50 a candle light took fire in a jacket in my roomy’s room while she was in theContinue reading “Shit happens”
From To day I do things differently
How many times did I say that to my self? I mean. How many times did I say to my self I will not do that? So from today. Right now or even better..From the moment I wrote the title. From now I do things differently. I’ll do it tomorrow! Is dead. I’ll do itContinue reading “From To day I do things differently”