but of course it takes time.
Months, days, hours, minutes and certainly not to forget… seconds.
Seconds that can seems as months…or at least hours.
Waiting for a hope, only brings me short.
Going for a hope, is also about taking a risk.
Taking a risk, equals in worst case scenario failure or in awesome case scenario success. For both… I get experience.
Some people tells me that I learn more when I do something that gives me failure… but sometimes that fear of failure..
I believe you know what I mean…
all that thinking of all the possibilities of how I could get embarrassed, hurt, humiliated, and bla bla bla… that thinking sometimes stops me from actually following my heart and my hopes.
My hopes for life, future, feelings, love, friends and experiences.
How can I accomplish them with less fear of the outcome?
Or.. should I not try to accomplish them at all, in order to stay safe on status quo?
Would I by time get over the hopes for my life I have now, if I do not at all try to accomplish just a little?
Or would I in the end regret for all the things I did not do?
Asking people who have lived a long life… they would always answer:
Follow your heart and make your dreams come through.
It sounds so Walt Disney like, so dreamy and right. And still when I try to touch the words they get so fluffy and unreal.
But when I put the word hope on my hearts desire and on my dreams, it gets a little easier.
What do I hope for would happen in my life?
Then it gets easier for me to understand, that I have to work on and go for what I hope. And it gets easier for me to work on the hope… and thereby follow my heart and my dreams. Even if I get hurt or embarrassed. At least I tried…and learned…for next time…
What is your hope?
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